Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Sunday, February 19, 2012

What Matters Are The Things In The Middle


It is the road most traveled by, I think.
So somehow, I knew what's in there without threading my footprints on it.
But then, it might be that a different world opens
For each one who dares to penetrate the wilderness behind it
For every time that one dares to take another slip into it.

For some, the travel ends in a meadow.
But for some, in a ravine.

Maybe what matters are the things that happened in the middle.
The perils, the undertakings, the adventures.
Along the way, through the way.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Pili Nut: Not-So-Simple-to-Eat Nut

My cousin from Bicol just finished her undergraduate studies and now seeks for opportunities here in Manila.  She brought us pasalubongs, one of which is the famous pili nuts.  Not those ones already processed into sweets, but those ones which were all in their just-picked-from-the-tree (plus 8 hours travel) glory.

We seldom visit our relatives in the province; heck, we even never have family vacations in years so it was my first time to see pili nuts wrapped inside big, black teardrop-shaped shells instead of caramelized sugar coatings which I, and almost everyone else, was used to. =)

My mother taught me how to cook them.  Here’s what I learned. =)

First, put the nuts in a pot of water and let them boil.  This is to make the first shell softer and a lot easier to break or cut.

And because I was too excited, I cannot wait to for the nuts to cool down on their own.  So I washed them repeatedly with cold tap water.



Using a knife, I opened each nut by cutting in the middle and around the nut.  Inside each nut is another smaller, flesh-to-brown colored teardrop-shaped shell.


The meat inside the outer shell could already be eaten.  You just have to put salt unless you can tolerate a somewhat sweet plus bitter taste combination.

Now, to get rid of the second shell, you have to use a hammer or something really heavy you can use for pounding.  Because the shells were really hard and tough, opening them is not as simple as pinching them with your thumb and index finger, or cracking them with your teeth!  I knew it because I tried the teeth method and I thought I was going to lose one of my molars. >.<


My mother said that there was a saying in their neighborhood back then that goes ‘If you can break the second pili nut shell evenly in just one hammer pound, then you are a true Bicolano/Bicolana’.  Haha.  So I got challenged and tried hammering each nut once.  I was able to break one evenly. =)  All the others, I have to hammer them twice or thrice or more to finally get the actual small pili nuts which are still covered by thin, brown skin like those of peanuts.

The skin is easy to peel off, of course. And TADAA! Finally, the white pili nut! :D


Yum, yum. :D

I admire those people behind the making of each packaged pili nuts that tourists buy at souvenir shops.  It really is hard to get the white pili nut out from its shells whole and unbroken.

Parang tao lang eh.  Lahat ng tao ay may kabaitan.  Kahit pa ang ipinapamalas nila o ang nakikita sa kanila ay puro kasamaan.  Sa kaloob-looban nila, mayroon at mayroong nananahimik na kabaitan.  Kailangan lang minsan na tulungan natin silang makita iyon. Huwag tayong patatalo sa impluwensiya ng kasamaan sa paligid. :D

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

..Promises..

In general, we like to give promises..
And whether we accept it or not, we like to hear someone promise that things will be like the ones we hope them to be..
But these promises often break..
Then the next time you hear another promise, you take it as another false hope..
Sooner or later, you proved you’re right..
And so false hopes pile up..
And then you ask..
What is better..
..saying that things will come out better, saying versions of ‘don’t-worry-i’ll-be-here-forever’ lines.. ?
..or just being with someone you care not to lose..
..seeing yourselves happy together without any expectations of what each other is supposed to do..
..feeling contented with each others presence..
..and even if no words come out from anyone of you, you feel your dreams come true...

I Dream

At my side, I always seek you
I always think I saw you
These corners of my eyes are such sweet fools!
My imagination insists itself as truths!
I dream big happiness for our tomorrow
That we each find ways to cure each passing day’s sorrow
With silent tenderness of our smiles
Before we lay at night, before we close our eyes
I dream big hope for our tomorrow
But with such simplicity as that of a sunflower
Which faces the sun amidst cold air
May we do the same as we build our lair
I dream big faith and trust for our tomorrow
That though at times we must separate as we go
We find two rivers, shallow as they are, must flow
Toward one deep ocean, and that, we always know
I dream true love to embrace us
That we do all ways to make each other feel this power
In our delicate actions
In our words that draw inspirations
I love you.